Needing Jesus

I have to share something. Lately I have been battling with depression. I have been so down about life in general. We have been without a house of our own for 7 months, my husband has been working non-stop, Cassidy has been sick, and Rylee is reaching the typical getting into everything stage. Needless to say I was missing my husband and stressed.

I was on my way to the barn yesterday afternoon after dropping my husband off at work (on a sunday!). I heard a song on the radio that I just absolutely love. I don't know if the spelling is right but it is Ya-Way. I know that's not the right spelling but that is the way you say it. Anyway, during the song it is like God told me..."Who are you needing and who is able to be there when you need them?" I thought for the last two months it was my husband. The kids haven't seen him much and neither have I. It was Jesus that I was needing, not my husband. Travis is doing his job, taking care of the family and working. I was lonely, but wouldn't have been lonely if I would have just looked to our heavenly father, who loves us very much and would NEVER leave us. He has been there the whole time wanting me to pay him attention. Wanting me to aknowledge him. Needless to say I felt better by the end of the song. I am not upset anymore. Not as lonely eventhough I miss my husband. I have the best company in the whole world here with me and he will never leave my side. (Big Smile)